Hectic week. Teen problems 101. - It always happened in every chapter of my life. Which also lead to stress, koyak and barai. Even writing this post has made me quite sad. Emotional wreck as hell.
I write things down to calm my mind and now i'm going to clear my thoughts. So, I that now I'm in my 20 for a month and it feels bad I won't lie. Apa yang aku nak highlight is maybe all what we want is what we can't have. No matter how big or small it is. This, is actually a small thing but.. (I like drama anyways, hehe)
Is everything meant to happen? Will we know what's the reason behind everything are? To meet someone and to actually know someone so deep? In this era, people would turn back to each other for their own good. I've seen my friends (and myself..) are tooo eager to gain mutuals with anyone else in this world but once they achieved their satisfactions, they leave them behind like nothing had happened between them.
Just like me. I was born extroverted. I get along easily with people and make friends with whoever came across me even for 2 damn seconds. I easily get attached to them (that's the main problem). And yes.. getting into a friendship's dramas are way more complicated than my course subjects.
But, I never learn. I do not know what might happens to the future me. Am I going to have a quality over quantity friends? Or am I going to live my life alone? But wtv it is.. I hate uni's life.
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